It is a really big deal to make the best choice.
After finishing my study, I have two choices, or should I say, three?
Never mind, I'm not gonna work in industry right now.
So, let's stick to two choices.
Okay, I have two choices;
The first one requires a lot of money, I have to spend a lot of money and hardwork.
The second one, I get money and of course it needs hardwork as well.
Now, I have to think about what is waiting ahead....
If I choose the first one, what will happen to me? Do I have the strength to do it? Can I keep the same momentum for the whole time?
But, at the end, I can be somebody.
Somebody with a title.
That is what my parents want.
It's like a shortcut, but needs a lot of money.
Argh, I don't wanna be such a burden to my parents eventho they are willing to fully support me.
Now, I have that kind of feeling, I just don't want to be a troublemaker.
I don't want to be a spoil kid, like I used to be before, not all the time, but most of the times.
Wasting a lot of things, a lot of chances.
I should change...
If I choose the second one, do I really need it? Actually, to be honest, I want to have my own money, from my hardwork, not from my parents. I want to be an independent girl. And from that, I will learn to appreciate things. That is what I really want to learn, The thing is, I want to be independent, like seriously. And now, I have the chance, but it is a really long journey before I become "somebody with a title".
Which one should I choose?
Is it possible for me to do both?
To be honest, I wanna do both, but I only have 24/7, all of us have 24/7 only.
Let's seek for some advice...
This is what we really need to do.
Get some advice and then make a wise decision!